Life changing

Hello again, this is how the blog will be going for a while with a few updates once or twice a month. I can just saying that there is a lot of pictures I can’t wait to share with you guys! There is pictures of me, of birds, of the ocean, of the moon well of everything basically!

I have decided to do something during the time I’m here in Wallabi Point, it will be a big transformation that will change a lot of my insecurities to the better. I am a happier person already and have been since I got here.

7-8 months is how long I’m going to stay in Wallabi so I guess I won’t come back earlier than November 🙂 There is a lot of things that I will forever miss while I’m here but that doesn’t mean that I’m not talking to my family and my friends.

I haven’t decided if I want to tell you about my choice and what transformation I’m going to do, some already know, some don’t. All I can say is as soon as I see and feel the change I will let you know 😉

All I want to say in the moment is it will make me even happier, more positive, love myself so much more and I will be the person that I wanted to be back in Sweden but never managed to reach.. Here I am 24 hours away, in AUSTRALIA!!!! Living my best life, having a blast, loving, laughing everything I’ve always wanted to have and be is right here in front of me. So I’m going to jump into this transformation and I know that at the end of these 7-8 months that I’ll be here, I will have reached it!

Live your life to the absolute maximum, because this is the life you’ll get in that body. Take a chance, make a decision and run with it!

 

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Moving on

To move on, it’s something that we all need to do at least once in our lives. Moving on from heartbreak, from friends, from family, from death, from the truth, well honestly there is so many things that we need to move on from sometime in life. I am right now in a moment in life where I am starting to realize what I want in my life, who I want in my life, who am I letting in, who is only there on the outside but don’t really care about the inside?

I am an emotional person, I feel the feelings sometimes way to much, sometimes way to little, finding that balance is not easy but necessary. There is somedays where feeling everything is the best, somedays are best with feeling almost nothing, Australia is bringing a piece of me back but also taking away a piece of me and most importantly developing parts of me that I never knew I had in me.

Sweden will forever be family for me, that’s where everyone I hold close to my heart lives but at the same time I am realizing that Sweden is not my home. I have places that feels more like home then Sweden but they don’t have the same feeling of family, at least not yet. I am looking forward to exploring all the different parts of the world because there is nothing else that I want to do than exploring. Getting in a car and just driving without a stop, without a goal, just following the roads and where they get me.

Australia is teaching me to be one with the nature, be one with me, be one with all the animals that are around me, hearing all the sounds even a sound that I never usually recognize I now hear. I now know where different things come from and I know where to go when I need to just scream out all my feelings. Music will forever be a place where I can find peace and quietness but I am also finding out that just a beautiful spot surrounded by nature works just as well!

I am moving on from the negativity to choose happiness and not your happiness but my own happiness!

Mannings and Pelicans

Hello my friends, I am so sorry for being bad at updating but since I’ve got my new job I have just been busy all days and at night I am to tired to do anything but going to bed. My weekends are my days off and Wednesday’s so that’s when I will get to update the blog.

Today I have been in Mannings which is a beautiful small town, I ate lunch there today. I also saw some pelicans which are beautiful animals, big, funny beak that is very big but flat until they catch something and it becomes the big beak that we see in movies.

This week has been filled with fun, loads of activities and lots of love. I am very happy right here where I am, I feel the change in my body and I am so happy that I have the opportunity to do this crazy trip!

Here are some pictures from todays adventures

Late update!

Hi again guys, I am so sorry for a late update. I have had a lot on my mind since I have now moved to my new home and family in Wallabi Point, it’s absolutely lovely here and I love it very much. It’s a very sweet family and the children are lovely even if there is a lot of screams and cries but that’s just a part of being the age that they are.

I’ve my own lovely room with a tv, closet, big window and a fan which is absolutely fabulous. I have my own bathroom with a lovely shower and everything that is necessary. I am right now on a bit of a break and will head up again for dinner around 5 pm. First day is soon finished and that’s really nice, it’s been a lovely day and I have driven the car for the first time today in a place like Australia took a few turns before I was into it and after three days driving I’ll be all good.

There is a lot of weekends and a few weeks where the family is away, they are heading to Thailand during easter and if they need someone to help once there I might join them or I’ll stay here and just take it easy! There is a few times where they are heading to Sydney where I can choose to join or stay here, they will also be away a week in June and that’s when I’ll probably do a tour up to Brisbane and maybe even further!

I have gotten to know that there is an aboriginal reserve really close by, I am for sure going there and they have a lot of aboriginal art in the cities surrounding us. I have learned that they have dolphins, whales and sharks here that you can see from the headland. They also have wild koalas and kangaroos running around which I mean that’s one of the best things ever.

This was a small update from me, hope all of you are having a blast because I am!

I’m so happy!

So I just received a call from my new host family, I’ve gotten a job and I’m so happy and so excited about this, I’m going to work as an au pair and it’s a lovely family I do really look forward to this!

It took me 2 weeks to find the perfect family and now I’ve found it and that makes me feel so good! I have a family that will take me in as a part of the family, I will have the perfect living conditions and it all will suit me so well!

A perfect little suburb called Wallabi Point is where I’ll be living for the coming months! It’s a 4 hour drive to Sydney and a 7 hour drive to Brisbane and that don’t bother me at all actually!

This was a small update from me!

 

Daydreamin’

It’s easy to daydream in a place like this. This beautiful atmosphere that is always around is pulling me in. Into my thoughts and I’ll sit out in the sun with some music in my ears. Time passes me by quicker than it has ever done before, it feels like I’ve only been here two weeks but I’ve been here for 1 month already.

It’s easy to daydream about Sweden, how is my friends. What am I missing, what am I unaware of. I don’t read the Swedish news when I’m here, why you might ask. Well the reason is simple because I want to get away for a moment. I don’t want to think about Sweden everyday, of course I’ll think of family and friends every day no matter how long I’m here.

One day maybe this will be my home, maybe I’ll move to Sydney or Brisbane or Melbourne who knows? Well no one knows, I don’t even know but it’s easy to dream about. Australia is such a beautiful country, with so much love, so much freedom, dreams are coming true. I’m dreaming all day everyday even when I’m not it still feels like I’m dreaming.

Australia is almost to good to be true, is this really my life right now? I guess it is, I would love to have all of my friends and my family closer because it feels very weird to know that they are 24 hours away. 24 hours away from where I am, 24 hours away if something would happen.

It’s easy to make up excuses of why things shouldn’t happen, I’m learning how to let get, how to lose my control to nothing, to just let the day guide me. I have never really done that before just let the day decide what will happen, but I am learning and I am closer then ever to become that new person, that happy version of myself. I am so ready to become that person! I think everything will be easier being that person, to find happiness in the smallest things, even a smile back makes me happy. To see a flying fox makes me happy, to see the water makes me happy. That’s who I want to be.

Let the day guide you!

Stop. Listen. Speak. Love.

Pink just released her new song “Walk me home” and I’m listening to it right this moment, it brings some sort of feeling out of me. Why I am not sure, what I know is that it’s an amazing song with so much truth in it.

She is singing about feeling lost, wanting something that once was, standing on your own and also that the world is on it’s way to something that terrifies me. I feel like there must be a change in the way we treat our world, how we treat each other and how we show our love.

We are right now in a world where a lot of people cares about them selfs, won’t stop to help someone having problems, won’t ask if someone is okey because I don’t know that person! We live in a world where the world leaders are wanting something that will move us backwards rather than forward. Everyone has a voice, but not everyone can speak, all though we all have a voice and we show that in different ways. I have a voice and I choose to do good, I choose to be happy, I choose to be myself because maybe just maybe someone will see me and do the same.

Some use music as their voice, they write, they sing, they produce, some dance and that’s their voice. But those people that we don’t hear verbally we must hear by heart and by soul. If we hear someone trying to communicate but aren’t able to, we need to stop and listen to that person, help them communicate because if that would be me I would want someone to help me use my voice.

Maybe it’s just me, but I don’t think it is, I think that many people in this world wants someone to stop and listen to their story, their version, hear their voice. We need to become one, we are already individuals and will forever be that but if we want to be able to go forward we need to stop. Listen. Speak. Communicate. Share each other stories. Let’s stop and love, instead of going and have hate. If hate would be gone, if all we had was love, would their be these wars that we have today? Would people run for their lives hoping to find a better place, where someone will understand them.

“Walk me home in the dead of night,I can’t be alone with all that’s on my mind, mhm
So say you’ll stay with me tonight,Cause there is so much wrong going on outside”

-Pink